was basically charging myself e last few days.
really rotting in days without work.
sleeping away n stay out of hm
once i woke up
as usual my mum ranted.
ah...
finally will be wrking tdy.
well,was suppose to accompany cheryl to repair her phone,
in e end her phone revived by itself,
so we save e trip n money to sent for repair.
n we didnt meet up in e end.
got a surprise call frm christine
havent met her in mths since her dad pass away late last yr.
wanted to mit up for dinner.
quite a surprised to me when she told me she own me a dinner treat.lol
anw,met her in suntec as i was in town.
she look in better spirits nw compare to e last time i saw her.
much more cheerful nw.
i didnt wanted her to burnt her wallet so i actually suggested foodcourt.
in e end gt reprimanded by her,saying tt im too unpolite n nt giving her face.
coz she was supposed to give me a treat.so shes nt ggin to settle for foodcourt.
this is e 1st time i gt a treat frm a girl,so awkard..=P
so in e end i let her decide instead.
we ended walking round e fountain of wealth n stopped
we stare at each other n in a moment of silence
still cant decide wat to eat..kind of dumb..haha.
chris: u r still e same old u.. she said
me: wat?!..i really cant decide these kind of things.i stuff watever is edible in my stomach..i replied.
well.finally we decide to go western.
n we chose NYDC.we sat in
then came another prob..e menu
i hate to read frm a menu with a long list of food.
so i threw e ball back to chris n let her chose instead as she e one paying
juz nt nice for me to chose.
n she made e recommendations n i ask her to go ahead with it.
we had a breeze conversation thru meal.
we were quite bad as we gossips of our common friends n our past time.
it was quite smtime tt i had chatted with smone tt was so close to me in e past
haven been able to really let my hair down e past few weeks as prob held me down n made me so uptight.so e chat really help me losen up abit.
back to my nonsensical self as we joked.
i haven seen her smile for quit awhile since her dad pass away.
so nw i knew she really had letten go abit n was much more braver in facing e truth.
im happy for her tt she was able to let go.
after which she ordered a latte n a american cheesecake for me.
came as a surprised she still remb tt i drink a double shot latte n my fav cheesecake.
tot she had alr forgotten.haha.
i share e dessert with her as i was really quite full le.
guess i nd to hav sm exercise after this meal..lol
we ended dinner n i felt quite bad tt a girl actually paid for my meal. =(
so i offered tt i act as a bodyguard for her n escort her home safely in return.
she laughed agn at my nonsense.
so we stroll our way to esplanade as she said she nd to burn sm calories.haha
we sat down n enjoy e breeze for awhile as we waited for our full stomachs to digest.
after which we took a bus to her place n i walk with her a farmiliar route tt we taken before.
e place havent change much juz tt e park nearby has been upgraded.
we reach her place n i thanked her for e dinner treat which i still don noe for watever reason as i didnt ask..
n she thank me vice versa for senting her back.
bidded goodbyes n goodnites as i started to make my way bk hm.
along e way,i was thinking.
it was almost like old times when we were tgt.
juz tt nw we are juz friends.
n i was glad we were still be able to be friends thou she was e one who initiated e breakup.
i noe tt in my heart theres ony 1 tt i loved till nw.
n when i reached home,she was still e person tt i sent a msg to.
of course theres e facts i accepted,tt thou i gave my heart to her.
e love wont be reprocitated.itz alrite.i alr quite contented nw.
wat more do i need to ask?
relationship is not my piroity nw
for me itz time to start my life once more.
start afresh.
new me,new plans ahead.
i need to move ahead n nt stopping at where i am.
重新出发!!
1 comment:
harlow.really enjoyed your company today!thks for meeting thou it was quite last min that i asked u out.keke :)
anyway this long overdue treat was to thk you for accompany by my side when my dad pass away last year.u really gave me a lot of help & strength to carry on.in e end it was you who stood by me.im really grateful.if it wasnt for u,i donnoe wat would have become of me.u are still e ever nice edward that i known.and always so forgiving & helpful unconditionally.beware ok,ur niceness will be taken advantage of.keke.ya,u are more charming than before.:)
i really glad to have you as a friend also.to be truthful,im really sorry to you.im kind of regret of letting you go in e past,hurting you in e process.i really took you for granted when you took care of me.i was living so blissful bcoz you were always there.i dont have to worry about stuff.it was until i lost you that i realised i was so foolish.if i could turn back time i would not have letten you go.
it was till my other failed relationship that i know none of them can be compared to wht you have done for me.you are still e nicest & sweetest guy that i had ever fell in love with.
but watever e case,it was in e past & i cant turn back time.
i kind of envy n jealous of whichever girl thats with you now,bcoz she is a lucky girl to have you.
anyway,thks for senting me back home tonite.
all e best to your plans.hope we can meet up again like this some other time.
take care.
love always.:)christine
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