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Edward uses judgment to make decisions. He is ruled by his head, not his heart. He is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see him as unemotional. He does have emotions but has no need to express them. He is withdrawn into himself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Edward does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets him mad enough to tell him off, he will not be sorry about it later. He puts a mark in his mind when someone angers him. He keeps track of these marks and when he hits that last mark he will let them know they have gone too far. He is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All his conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. He is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, he has poise.

Edward will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. He would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, he will show his love by the things he does rather than by the things he says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because he feels his mate should already know. The only exception to this is if he has logically concluded that it is best for his mate to hear him express his love verbally.

Edward is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to him, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of his sound judgment. He will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. He will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and he will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Edward doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Edward is not facing something going on in his life today. He is deceiving himself about it. Often, Edward's opinion of himself is different than those around him. This trait gives Edward the ability to deny anything that does not agree with his "truth." This trait is not always something negative. It is only a defense mechanism allowing Edward not to face some reality in his life at this time.

According to the inputted data, Edward has a stinger shape inside the oval of his a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Edward has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad). If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the woman who is "hard to get" the most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships.

Edward is a cumulative and procedural thinker. He likes to have all the facts before making a decision. He thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. His thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Edward learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once he has learned new material, and understood it, he won't forget.
Edward is a methodical thinker, therefore he is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, he often loses to rapid thinking people because he is thinking thirty minutes later about what he should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.
He may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once he gets it, he can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, he can handle it better than most.

Edward is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Edward basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, his self-perception is better than average.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Edward has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Edward fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Edward has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.
The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Edward seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action.
Edward seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Edward on a team, because Edward will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Edward if he is not careful.

只要

我只要自己，
希望待在身边的人，
可以待在我身边，
那就够了。

迷失.

work:

EXTREME TIREDNESS
i feel every part of me tearing apart.
same routine everyday..
open shop,sit,walk,sell.
close shop.rush to mandarin.run e vips.
end of function,turnover breakfast.
hm,130am/230am.
itz always damn funny when i walk into
e function rm n they r always abt to start
i dont even hav time to take a sip of water.
tt day was even funnier,i came n they were all
line up outside 4 1st course presentation.
i juz went to e kitchen n pick up,came out.wat e hell...
smtime..i juz dont even noe why i wrk so hard for.
or im juz using wrk to avoid sm other things?
im juz keeping myself v busy thru out.

ramdom:

emotional turmoil.
seems like im quite easily pissed nwadays.
friends r avoiding me like im a volcano waiting to erupt.
sm r juz which i really wanna avoid.
i ranted n they tasted my wrath.
theres fury in my eyes.
they had nv seem me like this 4 a long time.
i had forgotten when it was e last time,
they had seem e expression on my face.
which is tellin every1 2 stay away n stay out of my path.
n stay out of my life.

我已经在黑暗中迷失了方向。

停

Listening to: 说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐 你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的懂了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着 要怎么停呢

Rants:

enough is enough.
i dont nd anymore explaination,
i dont nd anymore apologies.
i dont nd u ppl to do so much things.
juz leave me alone.
stop all e nonsense plz
i had enough.

我是一个恶魔

恶魔缠身，大坏人.

why cant u juz give me e space tt i need?
why do u hav to look for me?
why do u hav to make me face u?
why do u hav to make me say all these things out?
why do u hav to shed tears for a guy like me?
why do u hav to chose me?

im juz a devil tt hurts u.

朋友,而已

请不要对我有除了朋友以外的期待，
我对你只能到此为此而已。

爱,还要多久

Quote:

爱情，是两人之间最深得相对论。。
当不信任时，其实是你在怀疑自己。。
当想离开时，其实是你不想据续。。
爱情，必须在这过程中，发现自己。。
爱情，是动态的成长，不是静态的相守。。
爱情让我发现了珍惜眼前人。。
但是令人最痛苦的是，发现对方已不爱你了。。
这还要的等待吗？？
不管多久的时间，如果还爱一个人的话。。
不管一天？一个星期？一个月？还是一年？
只要相信爱情,
我就会爱你。

恨

"恨自己" =(

我们?

two days.

without you
im still moving on.
itz juz seems tt everytime we wld juz drift apart
you r always bz.which i understand
and i juz wrking away myself.

smtimes i really wish tt u were by my side.
bt itz always too much to ask.
smtimes juz a little words of concern wld brighten my day
bt itz like too much to ask as well.
as time goes by,it didnt matter anymore.
smtimes i juz wonder,
am i tt bad?
keeping our relationship tightlipped.
cant i face e world?
i have to hide myself everytime.
i simply don noe.
it was my way of protecting you.
protecting our love.

bt was it love at all?
it gt me thinkin over n over agn
till e point tt i think it was pointless to think anymore.
juz wat are we?

maybe it was nv meant to be.

像风一样的爱

if you let go of wat you are,
you will become wat u wld be.
Without suffering
There wont be compassion.

Love is always patient n kind,
Never jealous,
Love is never boastful or conceited
It is never rude n selfish
It does not take offence
It is not resentful.

My love is juz like e wind
I cant see it
But I can feel it

我曾经告诉自己要用一生的生命来保护你，
不管在那里我都会在你能看得见我的地方，
永远陪在你的身边。

说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽　甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯　我还爱你呢

伴你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择

你冷了 倦了 我哭了

一开始都不快乐 你用卡片纸写着

有些爱只给到这 真的懂了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了

开心与不开心 一一细数着 你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得

你不等了 说好的 幸福呢

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着 要怎么停呢

问号?

Listening to: When You re Gone - Avril Lavigne

她在我心中到底是一个惊叹号，是爱情的句号,
还是脑海里永远的问号?

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do, I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe

I need to feel you here with me

爱我和我爱的人。

Quote:

"Love is a meeting of e minds.
and Beating of Hearts.
Falling in Love is easy.
Staying in Love is something Special."

一个在用心喜欢我的人，一个我曾经用心爱的人。
两个我都不想伤害的人。

易碎

work:

it has been super tiring for e past week.
guess i haven fully recovered frm F1.
it has taken a toll on my body.
feeling all e aches frm head to toe.
caught a cold n suffering frm a block nose..darn.
i cant breathe properly..
im becoming fragile.
handle with care plz.

random:

was feeling lost when u called me e other nite
i really dont noe wat to say to u.
it was a really long silence.
mayb my words had hurt u unknowingly.
but i do hope u are ok.
i do noe u really care for me.
i really appreciate wat u done for me.
but then..
im really sorry.

有时候我们只是在错的时间遇到对方。

可能就变成我们以后的遗憾。

一直都在你身边

listening to: How do i Live - LeAnn Rimes

If you ever leave

Baby you would take away everything good in my life

And tell me now

How do I live without you

I want to know

How do I breathe without you

If you ever go

How do I ever, ever survive

how do I live

it was a song i listen over n over agn.
a question i asked myself over n over agn.
after so long i had finally cleared my mind.
e things tt had held me back in e past.
i really cld put them down nw.

i used to think wat wld happen if she had left me.
will i be able to carry on?
she was smhw a strength of mine.
but nw i hav a ans.
it was a big "YES".
i cld go on without her.

spending these few days tgt,
stay by her side n watching over her was enough.
it gave me e ans.
it was nw more of,wat wld happen if i left her?
i was always by her side.

when she was feeling down,i was by her side.
when she cried,i was by her side.
when she need sm1 when her friend passed away,i was by her side.
when she fell sick,i was by her side.
when she faced problems,i was by her side.
when she needed help,i was by her side.
when she didnt love me n love another,i was by her side.
when she hurt me e deepest,i was by her side.
when she gt hurt by e person she loved,i was by her side.
when she had her birthday,i was by her side.
when she was feeling hungry always,i was by her side.
when she was tired n needed comfort,i was by her side.
when she was feeling afraid,i was by her side.

all this while i been by her side,being there for her.
by her side to protect,care,love n concern unconditionally.
i nv left her all these while.
i believe no other bf she has met before me,
has treated her e way like i do.
n so it was gonna be wat wld happen to her,
if i left her?i dont noe.seriously.
whether she wld treasure me in e future,
n stay by my side,its her choice.
i gave her chances after chances.
for me,it doesnt matter anymore.
coz i alr noe i cld go on without her in my life anymore.
tt was e ans i found.

Cause I Believe

那幸福不滅的定律

你的手心 不一定由我握緊

就像恆星總會有發光的原因

And I Believe

你值得被珍惜

也值得我放棄