迷失.

work:

EXTREME TIREDNESS
i feel every part of me tearing apart.
same routine everyday..
open shop,sit,walk,sell.
close shop.rush to mandarin.run e vips.
end of function,turnover breakfast.
hm,130am/230am.
itz always damn funny when i walk into
e function rm n they r always abt to start
i dont even hav time to take a sip of water.
tt day was even funnier,i came n they were all
line up outside 4 1st course presentation.
i juz went to e kitchen n pick up,came out.wat e hell...
smtime..i juz dont even noe why i wrk so hard for.
or im juz using wrk to avoid sm other things?
im juz keeping myself v busy thru out.

ramdom:

emotional turmoil.
seems like im quite easily pissed nwadays.
friends r avoiding me like im a volcano waiting to erupt.
sm r juz which i really wanna avoid.
i ranted n they tasted my wrath.
theres fury in my eyes.
they had nv seem me like this 4 a long time.
i had forgotten when it was e last time,
they had seem e expression on my face.
which is tellin every1 2 stay away n stay out of my path.
n stay out of my life.

我已经在黑暗中迷失了方向。