就我和你。

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

一直都在你身边

listening to: How do i Live - LeAnn Rimes


If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
how do I live

it was a song i listen over n over agn.
a question i asked myself over n over agn.
after so long i had finally cleared my mind.
e things tt had held me back in e past.
i really cld put them down nw.

i used to think wat wld happen if she had left me.
will i be able to carry on?
she was smhw a strength of mine.
but nw i hav a ans.
it was a big "YES".
i cld go on without her.

spending these few days tgt,
stay by her side n watching over her was enough.
it gave me e ans.
it was nw more of,wat wld happen if i left her?
i was always by her side.

when she was feeling down,i was by her side.
when she cried,i was by her side.
when she need sm1 when her friend passed away,i was by her side.
when she fell sick,i was by her side.
when she faced problems,i was by her side.
when she needed help,i was by her side.
when she didnt love me n love another,i was by her side.
when she hurt me e deepest,i was by her side.
when she gt hurt by e person she loved,i was by her side.
when she had her birthday,i was by her side.
when she was feeling hungry always,i was by her side.
when she was tired n needed comfort,i was by her side.
when she was feeling afraid,i was by her side.

all this while i been by her side,being there for her.
by her side to protect,care,love n concern unconditionally.
i nv left her all these while.
i believe no other bf she has met before me,
has treated her e way like i do.
n so it was gonna be wat wld happen to her,
if i left her?i dont noe.seriously.
whether she wld treasure me in e future,
n stay by my side,its her choice.
i gave her chances after chances.
for me,it doesnt matter anymore.
coz i alr noe i cld go on without her in my life anymore.
tt was e ans i found.


Cause I Believe
那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心 不一定由我握緊
就像恆星總會有發光的原因
And I Believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放棄

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

wah lau bro,你真的是身在福中不知福。
don know wat e hell u are thinking man.
i talked 2 claire over msn.shes still head over heels abt u.
u are really a lucky guy.
i treat u like a bro n claire like my sis.i have to be honest.
she such a nice girl who appreciates u and tat really care for u and yet u are holding on to someone who doesnt cherish u at all.dun mind me.u shld leave her n give urself another chance.learn to love urself more bro.
dun waste ur time.u are not young anymore.this are my heartfelt words even it doesnt sound very nice.dun hold on to ur stupid morales.it doesnt pay to be always a nice guy all e time.she wld have felt all u had done for her if she really cherish u.u shld know better.make e better choice.
think abt it.

anyway,plz come on sunday.we need you in our team.havent been winning much games ever since u had not played.u are still 1 of our main players.hope u havent lost ur touch yet.so i see u on sun n we'll talk then.