可能,如果

到最后我也只不过是一个普通人
我的心也是脆弱的

im juz human after all

i didnt slp e whole nite.
cldnt slp at all.
questions flooded my mind.
e night silence was killing me inside.
e torture was unendurable.
why she did this to me?
why im feeling so hurt?
was it bcoz i did smthing wrong?
mayb it was my fault..

i had nv walk her to her sch before.
i was nv introduced to her friends as her boyfriend before
i tried to keep our distance apart.
mayb becoz she was afraid to let too many ppl noe n it wld blow our cover.
and her parents might find out.
i didnt mind n i didnt thought much.
i juz wanna protect her,protect e love btw us.

mayb becoz i cldnt spent time with her,
she was alone,she needed smone else to lean on.
n tt person happens to be there for her.
i wish she was nt seen.
so i wouldnt know.
i wouldnt be in such pain nw.

i took 3shots of vodka n down it.
i still cldnt slp.
mayb work cld drain my mind.
juz tired myself out.
mayb i would feel better.

im going to work.