獨家記憶

忘記分開後的第幾天起
喜歡一個人　看下大雨沒聯絡　
孤單就像連鎖反應
想要快樂都沒力氣
雷雨世界像場災難電影
讓現在的我　可憐到底
對不起　誰也沒有時光機器
已經結束的　沒有商量的餘地
我希望你　是我獨家的記憶
擺在心底　不管別人說的多麼難聽
現在我擁有的事情
是你　是給我一半的愛情
我喜歡你　是我獨家的記憶
誰也不行　從我這個身體中拿走你
在我感情的封鎖區
有關於你　絕口不提　沒問題 沒限期

after watching e dark knight.it has been a inspiring movie.
in e movie,e hero was e protector of e city.upholding justice as a outlaw.
he lives in e shadow.silently doing wat he thinks was right.
he felt e pain when he lost his love.
in e end he chose to continue running in e darkness.doing wat he shld do.
for himself,for e ppl,for his love.

applied to my ownself.it was juz e same in my relationship with my love,my friends,my family.
in my life.i was always wondering my purpose in life.i cldnt find any directions
feeling lost smtimes.it was set backs after set backs in my relationship.
but i was nv broken.i came bk stronger n found out my purpose for living in this life.
thinking bk to e ppl i hav helped along e way.there so many ppl i cld name.
whether it was personal,family,finacially.i have helped these ppl.
tt was my purpose.
in e end,i might hav failed in my own relationship.in another way i gained alot.
seenin ppl being successful,happy in their lives was e pleasure.it givens me e strength to carry on.

突然看见我和你的照片

仿佛一切回到我的身边

我一直以为时间能够把一切都带走

不曾想过要回头

如果我们的爱还没到尽头

只想靠近你 我不想放你走

it was another obstacle i hav to overcome.
it was e devil's game tt i played,it shall b e devil i admitted defeat to.
i nv regretted chosing her to love.it was my choice.
things tt i hav promised to do,to help.i have done.time to return her freedom.
i juz hope she can be happy.tts all i wish for nw.
my heart is dead.but my love is not.untill e day it has truly let go,
i will juz be living alone in e dark once more.be myself.
nw im juz a silent protector as well.

random note:
my dear sister is smiling again.n im happy for her.coz she noes tt she doesnt need to worry so much anymore.tt person will always b there for her.
i noe they are worried for me.but im feeling really quite alrite.thks for e company anyway.i feel appreciated.
i wont have to worry for u ppl anymore.
thks sister n buddy.=)