摔倒了

我摔倒了，但我立刻再站起来。

I fell hard during function tdy..pretty bad fall.
but i stood up instantly.i dont like e feeling of lying
down there with every1 crowding ard.
it was e 1st time tt i ever fell.
e kitchen floor was damn slippery,
i lost my balance n i flung to e hard concrete flooring.
luckily my immediate reaction was to threw e full load
of my tray away frm me.or it cld hav been disastrous.
e plates cld hav all landed on me instead of juz hurting my
back n my arm,i cld hav been cut up by broken pieces of
chinaware.mayb i juz lost concentration.

my back hurts like hell.but e pain on my body cant b
compare to e hurt in my heart.e things u said cuts it deeper.
身上的痛却不如心痛.

"all u needed was sm1 to be there for u everyday,i cldnt do
so.n so u gave in when smbody else is nice to u.."

these words has erased all tt i had done for u in e past.
i stood by u whenever u nd.
i stood by u when u were in trouble.
i stood by u when u were feeling down.
i stood by u where ever u are.
i nv left u alone.

yet when sm1 else is nice to u,u cld so easily forgotten me.
forgotten all tt i hav done.n im juz nothing to u.
theres no hate in me,i dont hate u,i dont blame u.
juz bcoz i love u.
bt itz alr too late.
u smashed my love for u with ur bare hands.

while i forced myself to smash all my promises to u.
i only hate myself.

跌的很重，但我会从新振作。
从新开始我的生活。

goodbye is e hardest word to say.



P.S: e only bright spot tt make me smile tdy was wrking with agnes n shandan.
they made me smile while at wrk.=)
n e thing i been waiting for being delivered.
my photocard driving license.
i do look gd.=)


these has brighten up my day.=)