守护天使。。

"伸出右手,想陪着你向前走."

Work:

tdy i was feeling better,but my motivation was still at its
lowest.i still cant find e motivation to work like before.
but then as i reach brm tdy,when i saw e floorplan.
i alr knew chaos was in e making.i alr knew agnes wont
be in brm,well i did in fact encourage her to go up MCT.
i do nt hav any regular vips servers serving e 4 vips,
other than liao chuan n beibei.e other 3 tcc,i seriously
hav no idea who they are.itz been really long tt i do not
have these ppl wrking ard me.
qianna,agnes,xiaoshi,lingzhen,huiling,enci,juli,
ziyan,yi ai,shandan,huimin.none of them are here wif me.

facing with e darting task of running 49 platted vips,
any1 would have fainted at e amt of times to run.
but certainly nt to me.i don noe why,but whenever i
faced wif adversity.i wld be even calmer.tts hw i came this
far n i held my own turf.coz i noe if e rest of them mess up,
it wld be chaotic.i cldnt let it happen n as so i brief liaochuan
n beibei on wat to do coz at least they have e experience.
most impt they take care watz happening outside,e rest was up
to me to handle.n overall,they did well n didnt messed up e event.
e committee actually commented tt our service was efficient.
i was relieved n tired at e end of it..they deserved e praise as
they wrk tgt as a team.

no matter how new they are or whether they have wrk before,
i believe itz a good experience to them.they wld benefit n learn
smthing in e process.n they will get better in time.
1 day,i will nt be here anymore.they will then depend on themselves.
n i strongly believe they will be able to.
coz i learnt to trust their abilities.n they didnt failed my efforts tdy.

but dont give me these kind of situation everyday...
i will be overworked n burnout.=P

我会为自己而活。

相信能找到以前的我。

可能真的需要离开一下，
或许我能找回工作的动力。
找到一个自己要的答案。