该面对。

Random:

i walk,i searched,i asked...
i still cant find e wind-chimes tt i wanted.
looks like i have to search smwhere else.

my room is in a mess,i cant stand it.
really need to start clearing n pack up my stuff.
my mind is in a mess as well.
im nt sure im ready to see cher this sat.
thou we might had talk to each other already.
everything is alrite btw us,but to see her..
im not sure.to be honest,i relieve tt im actually
working Mct while shes at Brm.but i noe i
gotta face her sooner or ltr.itz always like this.
when it happens to other ppl,wld always tell them
to face it.but when it happen on myself,i finally knew
hw difficult it was.

im grateful to lil agnes.she had been diverting my
attention away for e past weeks,which i might
had run wild with my thoughts.i have too much free
time with me.if nt for her,i might have sunk myself
deeper.but to be fair,i dont wish bcoz of us,she had to
suffer with me.wilson separated me n cher frm
working tgt fearing tt we cant get along.so he
put me n agnes up to mct,as well as he wanna
separate e vips servers equally.
but i noe agnes wanna be in brm coz daniel will
be there.so i tol her to change with sm1 else.
itz ok with me as i feel she had done enough.
n she shld go down n accompany daniel as
they juz started n shld spend more time tgt.
im fine workin by myself juz like before.

对她已经没有了爱，只剩下回忆。
我相信该面对的，我必须自己去面对。
必须独自面对。
因为这条漫长寂寞的路，
是我自己独自一个人走的。