自己习惯了吗

Listening to: 你最近还好吗 - S.H.E

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候 比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大 这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
天有点冷 风有点大
城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法
让寂寞更听话

itz been awhile seening qianna.
e surprise we gave her delighted her
n brought all e smiles back on all of our faces.
we haven had such fun for quite awhile.
overnite mahjong was tiring but v fun.
seeing e way shawn,weijie n aik boon plays.
itz really enjoyable n funny.
nt e matter of winning n losing,playing mahjong
to me has always been e laughter tt we share ard e tbl.
talking crap n nonsense.doing funny stuffs.
at e end,itz e joy tt we seek.guess agnes wld agree wif me.


i fully understood e ans tt i seek,after sat ot.
why i didnt want to do ot for hakim.
e reason is simple,i dont like ppl who r nt serious.
actions speaks louder than words.
bt he uses words more than actions.
he doesnt treat his jobs or us seriously.which is why
i dont like him. joseph forced me for a reason
tts e ultimate reason tt piss me off totally.

n it was one of e reason tt let me made my decision.
e decision to leave her.she was nv serious in our relationship.
she was too complicated to my life.where i was seeking
a serious n simple companion,who cld juz understand me.
she wasnt e one.but i nv regretted loving her,coz
she did bring joy to my life before.it has to end.
i did bring myself to face her.n it was juz normal.
but honestly,it was aso due to e fact tt agnes was there with me.
thou we were unhappy wrking in mct,bt our crappiness
did kill off sm boredom n unhappiness.we r v.noisy.
n when she left function,it was all too quiet ard me.
too quiet till i was afraid.e 1st time tt i felt afraid.
but then it did gave me a ans tt i wanted.

simple life,simple friends,simple wishes.

一个人,或许真的挺好的。