影子。

work:

this christmas seems to flash by as i spent my
holidays working this yr.wasnt tt bad as im nt
e holiday person anw.
but i was quite happy thou tt e ppl ard me
are all having a good time with their loved ones.
e ppl tt are so dear to me are smling lots n
it brings joy to me as well.

shandan is bk working agn n i gt so much
things to tel her,but i juz didnt noe where to start.
but agn,i juz wan her to be simple n happy.
so i decided not to say anything.

im learning to get back to e times when i joined bqt.
thou it might be different,but i decided to put my
heart into work n be a good little boy.
stay out of mess n fulfilled my duties.

i saw a image of myself during ot last nite.
in e form of a pt-timer junwei.
it was e 1st time i felt this guy was juz like me
when i started wrking in mandarin.
he has a quiet nature n e drive to work.
a very simple mind n good learning attitude.
same traits tt i had.he made me feel alive once more.
n if he stay long enough,i taking him under my wing
n teach him watever i learned.of coz only e good things
n i miss out e bad habits.i wanna see him take over me
as a vip runner smday.i see e potential in him achieving
smthing great.these batch of new pt-timers,i guess
only him n shengting had caught my eye.becoz they
learn n they work.smthing which i had alr lost.

maybe my time shld be up soon..

对你冷漠,并非无情，

还是会心疼。

只是我不想回到过去,

现在的我只想从新开始。