承受,寂寞,难过

date:21 june 2008 saturday
function:wedding dinner
venue:ballroom
captains in charge:eddie,scott,azahari

vip runner:sijie
vip table:juliana
bridal table:edward?? wat e hell...

nobody ask a vip runner be a bridal table server de lar!!especially when u got both juliana n enci working..stupid eddie,he loved me too much.

itz been a very long time tt i have started work at 11am for set up.very long time indeed with e amount of functions goin on at meritus.was very tired,didnt slept much e nite before.was changing hamham's stuff n playing with him.he was running around my bed as cher was sound asleep.after senting cher to sch for her cheerleading practice in e morn,i headed straight for work with limited amount of slp.luckily thks to agnes's red bull,managed to hold out for e nite.

while on e way to wrk,e sudden thought of zhonghua came across my mind.called me e very nite i was having supper with cher n agnes.hes really goin thru a tough period nw n really understand hw he felt.he trusted me n shared with me his problems lately.i been advising him to relax himself n don be so tense up.hes been thinking too much lately.giving himself too much stress over his relationship.we had a long conversation n e words he told me was really worrying.

我真的受不了，真的能相信她吗?

till this point i really was speechless,i cant advise him on this all of a sudden.i only could tell him try to not lose control of himself totally.i really dont wan him to collapse.im alr worried for sis,so dont really wish e same thing happen to 1 of my bros.it reminded me:

那晚我好像看见她的眼中有泪水
或许是我看错了

it might be a mistake.im nt sure.tt probed me to sent her a sms e nx morn.

让它结束吧

希望她听懂我的意思

but then it was of all functions,she bumps into him once again tt nite.she needed a distraction but all of us are nt with her.e loniness shes facing is frightening.i know she cldnt even breathe e same air in e same space,same surrounding.let alone facing him once more,alone. juz hoped she remembered wat i tol her.

不要让一个不爱你的他，毁了你的人生
因为你生命中还有很多爱你的人，关心你的人

都在你背后支持着你，爱护你，保护你

theres a song by 李聖傑 - 擦肩而過,tt goes like this:

你听我说

你不要这么做

你不要看着我

说你已经知道怎么做

你很难受

我愿意陪你一起承受

只要你不怕痛

再多坎坷我都陪你走

他不会是个好男人

也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多

少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞

也不会让你更难过

你听我说

要好好学着去生活

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候

我的温柔陪你度过

let him be juz a passerby in ur life.

as a friend,a brother she looks up to,tts e least i cld do for her.being supportive whenever she needs.

as for myself..its gonna be a busy week ahead.time is counting down.my time for cher will be limited as well.itz gonna be a long long week

Quote:
若彼此真心相愛 就能天長地久 不完美永遠最美 因為棲美 才能時時刻刻珍惜現有的愛