taking a sip of my coffee,i carefully listened to e words of Mr Chan,our lawyer.
with my mum n brother in presence.he read out e contents of e letter my dad has sent.hes filing a suit against us.which in terms means,hes suing my mum my family.
my family is going thru a transition.a major one.
i have forseen it coming in e past few weeks.i noe itz gonna happen sooner or later.
since a young age,i nv had e love of a dad.he left us,my family a long time ago.i treat him as good as dead in my heart.he was nothing but trouble.all he gave was grief n hurt.i would nv forget neither forgive wat he did.if not for him i cld be a happier kid n hav a happier childhood.i remb seeing kids being held by their dad's hands n playing together,to me it seens all so far frm me.itz nothing but envy.e happiness n family bond i craved was destroyed by him singlehandedly.
i hated him,i really do.but yet,i hav to thk him,for making me a better person,making me more independent than anyone else,n stronger in facing problems n live a life no one else cld imagine.
i remb giving my savings,selling of our house to help pay off his debts.moving abt to avoid his debtors.my bro helping him to pay off loansharks,my mum paying off e money he loan frm relatives.all these i would nv forget.ever..i tot for e past few years i worked hard n managed to save enough n get a roof for my mum n myself,e troubles would be gone.but yet he comes back to haunt us once more.i noe his purpose,he wants a piece of e property.
a leopard would nv change his spots.i was too naive..so was my brother.who saved his life a few yrs bk when he suffered a life threatening stroke.he saved him,hoping he would changed his ways frm a new lease of life.we were too foolish.
after listening to e lawyer,i noe a courtsuit is inevitable if we were to countersue.itz gonna be complicated.my brother decided tt we need to seriously discuss e matter 1st.
it will be a long war.mentally n finacially straining.but i hav to protect my family frm this devil.im prepared to face it. Alone..
on msn:4.56pm
edward-said:
u still in sch mah?
cheryl-said:
yea
i stopped n cldnt continue typing..
i wanted to tell cher.she noes abit abt watz going on.i was for a moment lost.but then i shldnt drag her into e picture,putting her thru my problems.mayb itz her msn nick tt tol me smthing
"a moment like this...you juz don understand"
it will be difficult for anyone else to understand,at this moment.
whatever gonna happen,e outcome,i noe it will change my life again.itz another challenge.
要是有一天我一无所有
你是否会留在我身边支持我
你是否会留在我身边支持我
跟我重新来过呢?
那一瞥 人潮如海的街和你擦身而过 有些恍神一再回头你发现 我的心不在焉我却无法解释是谁乱了我生活该怎么做才能把回忆都删除那错过的幸福 我像跌入迷雾遇见你有种似曾相识的感觉仿佛有种同样感受在你的眼底能不能让我们再相遇能不能让我再次认识你似曾相识有如游戏那一瞥 陷入你的世界却忘了要往哪里走你感觉 我的心看不见我该怎么解释是你我看见同样感受在你眼底是否在前世我们有一段过去能不能这次改变命运能不能这次让我真的爱你还是往事别再提起是否在前世我们有一段过去能不能帮我把你忘记能不能帮我停下对你追寻或许我能不再想你
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