深夜,一个我

waiting for e spain v russia match to start.
e night is really long.
i cldnt do anything but wait.
theres was nothing on tv to watch as i switch channels.
i cldnt find e mood to read
cher went to slp after she offline
agnes is online but shes studying,shldnt disturb her this moment
actually i don wanna tok to anyone also
i decided to go outside for awhile to keep myself awake
e breeze blowing on my face is refreshing
e only sounds i hear is e vehicles passing by e highway one by one
itz been smtime tt i hav been left so alone.
i been thinking thru alot of stuff.
trying nt to let my thoughts run wild.
i needed smthing to do nw to distract myself.
i walked bk into my hse,grab my pack n opened e cabinet

点了一只烟 拿着一杯白酒
一口一口的抽着 一点一点的喝着
看着外面的夜空觉得好平静
但是心里却好烦

it has been really smtime tt i lighted up.wasnt really in e mood.but when i opened my cabinet n saw e bottle of chardonnay standing there,i cldnt help it n open it to drink.im nt drowning myself in sorrow or anything.i juz wanted to find smthing to calm myself.

开着手机的mp3 听着里面的歌曲
听着范瑋琪的 "到不了"

你眼睛会笑

弯成一条桥

终点却是我永远到不了

感觉你来到 是风的呼啸

思念像苦药 竟如此难熬

每分每秒 我找不到 我到不了

你所谓的将来的美好

我什麽都不要

知不知道

若你懂我这一秒

我想看到 我在寻找

那所谓的爱情的美好

我紧紧的依靠 紧谨守牢

不敢漏掉一丝一毫

愿你看到

match is starting soon,im getting hungry again.
cup noodles for e 3rd nite running.

Countdown: 2 days more to camp